lovely post title, i know.
this is the time of year when i begin to panic. about a whole lot of things but mostly school.
i homeschool my kids. i mean, sorta. i kinda homeschool em. i kind throw em to the wolves (or pigs, goats, or calves) and hope for the best.
while this has been our best homeschool year to date, i am still behind as usual. being behind makes me twitch and get itchy. all sortsa freaked out. and i start deciding that i am done with this homeschool gig altogether.
so there’s that.
it’s been pretty all consuming for me lately. struggling with feeling like i’m doing enough for my kids. considering different co-op options, or if we’ll even do co-op at all. wondering if we should add a sport to our already full enough schedule.
this school and kids and family and life stuff is really hard. and i’m not good at it.
you’d think with warmer days and sunshine i’d be doing a bit better but that doesn’t seem to be the case right now. i still feel like it’s the middle of december and it’s foggy and i can’t breathe.